The final statement
‘…When I told the refugee camp staff about my past service, I hoped to find at least common sense, at most justice. But now I am afraid. I am afraid, gentlemen. But not before justice. I am afraid that here, in this courtroom, I may find neither.’
To avoid problems with the law, you don’t have to break it. This is simple, understandable logic that everyone follows. I followed it too. But this trial proves the opposite. Without breaking any laws of the Russian Federation, I found myself in the dock.
To understand this, put yourself in my shoes.
Like you, I lived in my hometown. Like you, I served the state. Like you, I was a law-abiding citizen. It so happened that my hometown, or yours, was occupied. I or you were taken prisoner, and six months to a year later, a law was written that retroactively defined my or your former service before dismissal as a crime against humanity.
How would you feel in my place? How can you obey a law that has not yet been written? What else can I say? For my part, I did everything possible.
First, I did not do anything criminal. Neither during my service nor after. Including the particularly favorable period for this in February 2022. The very fact of my service, my former service, is not a crime.
And to be sure of this, it is enough to look at the laws, the Constitution, and the list of terrorist organizations of the Russian Federation in force during my service.
I resigned from service long before it was retroactively branded as criminal. This, in turn, means that my service was not criminal in essence, in intent, or under the laws of the Russian Federation.
And in the end, I reported my former service, despite the danger and risk. What would you have done in my place? How should any law-abiding citizen have acted? There is no other way but to act according to the law.
Just as I did when I told the refugee camp staff about my past service, I hoped to find at least common sense, at most justice.
But now I am afraid. I am afraid, gentlemen. But not before justice. I am afraid that here, in this courtroom, I may find neither.
Southern District Military Court, Rostov-on-Don, Russia
5 March 2025
Source: Mediazona
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